Monday. 12.6.04 10:31 pm
farking irritating!! ok in short, job was kinda shit!
i dislike putting full make up. but its a must. i forgotten to add in extra time for preparation, so was kinda rush la. scared late ma. stil gotta put some pray on my hair. if not ltr messy, kena scolded. sian. was worse wen it actually rain. my bag was kinda small somemore. hav to squeeze tt stupid umbrella. anyway, i wasnt late. ended up early somemore. fr my hse to town, so fast? 30 mins only? including walkin..lol.
wen to de counter to report. sian 1/2. saw tis malay ger. tink her name is tifa. i wasnt being racist ok! i remain normal, tok to her properly, tel her im de new ger..blah blah. she din seem hapi to see me. after putting my bag n stuff, i officially began my work. yes, im new, but i tel u im not stupid ok. i work before. i m not blur like sotong. u dun hav de right to bully moi.
she told me to open all de cupboards to hav a look, so tt i noe where all de stock are kept. i jus casually open. den she sae
"wah u c so fast one ar? r u sure u noe wad de products r?" ok fine. so i open n see again. tis time rd, i took a few products randomly to see. den she told me" eh if u continue to c lidat, end of de dae, u oso will not c finish".
FINE! den wad u wan?
*ok i ren*
de counter not sae very big, i walk here n there, oso wun tk up much time. den i was lookin at de Lancome brochure, she saw me den sae:
eh u got nothing to do ar? wah fark. no instructions given, den u wan me to do wad?! no customer even! early in de morning, piss me off. argh.
ard 2, another lady came. called irene. oso malay.
*faint* tis ger even worse. she got attitude problem. fine, she work here longer than me, but dun hav to show tt kind of attitude. i noe im slow. she kp testing me on product info. den sae i learn very slow la..wad, customer wun wait for u to find ur stock lo, ltr kena complain la blah blah. crap la. tt one i oso noe.
but im reali new, dun she understand? n pls lo, i only wen for one dae training. u tink i super woman ar? n not sae de product very little lo. skin care alone, already gt different products for oil, normal n dry skin. den stil gt wad for old age one la..wrinkles la.. den make up, got for de face la, lips, eyes, cheeks. n u tink dey only offer one colour ar? got so many colour lo! u xpect me to learn everythg like in 8 hours?
tis situation jus reminded me of my attachment daes. wen i was oso posted to de dept whr all de ppl ard me r malays! omg. its like hell u noe? y i so sway one? those 2 gers r jus like maya n wati. dey tink dey so big? yes, big in de front, but de attitude suk ok! i reali cant stand malays now! dey wanna look down on chinese? ask dem fark off man. dun act as if u so damn pro, wen one has a gucci wallet n de other has a LV wallet. hu noes, urs mite jus b de faked ones. at least i noe mine is real. to hell u go. =(
de lady in charge of ralph lauren oso malay. !! den 3 of dem always tok togeda. sit at de counter chit chat. worse, dey were even eating! pls lo, u r suppose to set a gd example man. u wan to tok, fine, go ahead. den u dun disturb me n make negative comments bout me. im jus a part timer, but ive feelins too! argh fark.
at least customer nv gimme trouble today. unlike de staffs. one of dem even laugh at me being new, cos she saw no one helpin me, den i had to run up n down to ask de price of tis n tat, n get new stock for her. but im ok wif it. cos she nv grumble. :)
another lady, oso damn funny. she came wif her son. she wanted to buy tis Photogenic Compact Powder, n felt tt de colour was a bit light. she kept askin her son for opinion. haha dey came like 3 times? den stil undecided? de son was like
"mummy mummy, its nice la. u consider so long already. jus buy it. " damn funny lo. but end up, she nv buy! lolx..
i only had peace wen de staff wen for their break. after tt, dey ask me to carry stock la, den throw those boxes. fine i do. den wth lo, dey sae i steal their sales. crap la. we r suppose to write a memo for customer wen dey buy products, den got our code oso. how i noe, de memo tt i took is another malay lady one. den dey make a big fuss la. so irritating u noe. argh. i wish dey jus get lost fr my life at tt moment. sigh. den she complain sae i nv wear de right shoes. sae wad will slow down de process la, i'll work slower la, den productivity will go down dunno wad bullshit la. fine fine.
dun wan to qaurrel wif u. u bigger wad, so i listen! dey sae de back of de shoe must hav a slot
(like sandals lidat), but my is de slip on kind. i explained to her, tel her my feet kena a lot of blister liao. but she heck care. sae she wan to c new shoes tml. fine lo. i wen to buy after work. =(
at nite, i tink she stil haven given me enuf trouble. she test me, ask whr tis product is kept la blah blah..den i din get it right ma. after a few times, den i got de correct one. den she was like
"wah, tml die already lo. leave u here, i tink sure kena a lot of customer complaint". fine!
den she very weird lo. ask me to write somethg on de memo. den she kp saying "somemore?" so i tout i left out some impt stuff nv write, kp tinkin whether gt write wrongly. i told her, tts about it le, she stil kp saying "somemore?". end up wad leh? she sae i m like a coward, not confident of myself. wa lau, farking piss leh. i told her no more liao, den she was de one hu kp saying "somemore?" !! i dun understand!!
suddenly she cum n tok to me bout dieting. ask me tis n tat, which way is gd la, blah blah. fine, so i jus treat it as nth happen b4 tt, i tok to her like fren. tel her my opinion la etc. tok tok, den she was like :
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she: "eh for ur age ar, u considered very fat already u noe. pretty no use one. cos u r fat. den u wun hav any bf lor"
me: "ya i noe im fat. but now guys oso dun reali like skinny gers"
she: "ya, but ur age, u so fat. wait until u r my age, u wil b worse if u dun do sth now. guys wun even tink u r cute. by den u wil b single."
me: "yayaya..but im hapi wif wad i am now"
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den she point to me tis model on de board..super slim one, wif a bob hairstlye. den she said:
she: " u c tt model ar, her body so slim. compared to urs. she so pretyy, giv her any hairstlye she oso look damn pretty. but imagine if its u wif tt hairstyle, den it wun be pretty already."
if u r me, wad u gonna reply her? i tel u, no one said tis to me b4 man. de funny thg is, she's fatter than me lor. can jus jolly well ask her to fark herself man. she tink she so gr8? pls la, go see de mirror b4 u cum n tok to me man. mayb u r de one tt will become single. for goodness sake, dun tink u r so god damn great! u can b sarcastic for all u wan, everyone is not perfect rite? at least im not so mean, to criticize n comment ppl until lidat!
FARK OFF!
dunno if i'll stil c her tml. gonna work noon shift tml. pray hard there wun b many customers. otherwise if i reali cant handle, den she'll look down on me even more. sigh. life reali suk man. wanted to make frenz wif de 2 gers at Chanel, but i smile at dem, dey diao me! fine lo, everyone lidat. jus gonna hope time pass a bit faster. after thurs, i'll b going over to Raffles City liao. i tink de ppl there friendlier. at least, i noe dey r Chinese. cos de other time i bought some stuff fr there, one of de ger was quite nice.
*cross my finger*
Now u noe y my MSN nic is lidat? {bloody hell, i'll show u tt guys wan me ok! *FARK OFF!} im already trying to b strong. i almost broke down n cry at work. i told myself to ren, but, hai, i guess its jus hard to describe how i feel.
*God help me*
P.S sorry for all de late sms-es reply and call backs! was workin de whole day = couldnt use my fone.
*SORRY*
